School just let out for the summer and my kids are in decompression mode. Report cards have been received. Tests have been taken. Awards distributed. Field days celebrated. It is time to find a comfy lawn chair and kick back anbit as the kids fall into the hazy rhythm of playing under shade trees and running through sprinklers.
My mind wanders as I watch. How many times this year did I encourage my child to try something new? How many times did my child have to navigate uncharted waters?
This week I've set upon preparation for the local art show. My new book will be released at the show and the crafty elements from our farm days will be featured. I'm excited to dip my toe into the art world once more. Prior to 9/11 I was an art student with high ideals. Amazing how a surge of patriotism can alter one's path. I digress. In preparing for the art show, I'm encouraged by the processes and preparations that turn the unknown into a series of items to mark off my list. While I've not participated in an art show of this caliber before, I know what I'd like to present and how I'd like it to appear. Still, the are moments where I feel out of my depth. The uneasiness that comes from trying something new, something that prompts vulnerability, something that inspires and challenges... these experiences encourage the development of compassion, collaboration, and tune our inner strength.
My mind wanders as I watch. How many times this year did I encourage my child to try something new? How many times did my child have to navigate uncharted waters?
This week I've set upon preparation for the local art show. My new book will be released at the show and the crafty elements from our farm days will be featured. I'm excited to dip my toe into the art world once more. Prior to 9/11 I was an art student with high ideals. Amazing how a surge of patriotism can alter one's path. I digress. In preparing for the art show, I'm encouraged by the processes and preparations that turn the unknown into a series of items to mark off my list. While I've not participated in an art show of this caliber before, I know what I'd like to present and how I'd like it to appear. Still, the are moments where I feel out of my depth. The uneasiness that comes from trying something new, something that prompts vulnerability, something that inspires and challenges... these experiences encourage the development of compassion, collaboration, and tune our inner strength.
Back in my military days, sayings were tossed around about how we start living when we step outside our comfort zone. Phrases that were intended to inspire and breathe life into bleak or strenuous situations. Contright as they may be, there is so much truth to them!
As a parent with young children, my mind is always racing to head off the next parenting challenge or to prepare for the next developmental milestone. The brain gets tired, but not always inspired, if you will. At times, I find parenting young children a bit consuming, I'm afraid to admit. I couldn't love my kids more, but I still need to frame my mind around the notion that it is healthy for me to spend time refreshing myself too.
So, Mama hat squarely on my head, tomorrow I'm going to set out to stretch my wings a bit. I'll use some creative and social muscles that I haven't used in a very long time. I'm looking forward to the opportunity to learn and I'm looking forward to the hugs when I get back home.
More than anything, I know this little journey has taught me to appreciate my children's tenacity, when they try new things and engage with new people. The way they make friends easily and the way they smile when bridges are seamlessly crossed. I'm so proud of our boys and their courageous hearts!
As a parent with young children, my mind is always racing to head off the next parenting challenge or to prepare for the next developmental milestone. The brain gets tired, but not always inspired, if you will. At times, I find parenting young children a bit consuming, I'm afraid to admit. I couldn't love my kids more, but I still need to frame my mind around the notion that it is healthy for me to spend time refreshing myself too.
So, Mama hat squarely on my head, tomorrow I'm going to set out to stretch my wings a bit. I'll use some creative and social muscles that I haven't used in a very long time. I'm looking forward to the opportunity to learn and I'm looking forward to the hugs when I get back home.
More than anything, I know this little journey has taught me to appreciate my children's tenacity, when they try new things and engage with new people. The way they make friends easily and the way they smile when bridges are seamlessly crossed. I'm so proud of our boys and their courageous hearts!
